The week ahead will be long... =(

Will I be able to give 102% for the next 3 days? I hope so. Otherwise, I would feel unfit to reap the rewards at the end of the project. No sense of satisfaction either. Tomorrow, I am taking a gamble. I am in no position to bargain, but I am going to try. It's the least I can expect from the other party. I hope I can casually pass on my "expectation" as a partner. And that it won't sully our relationship either.

I spent 2 days of my weekend, slacking at home, reading manga, doing the most wonderful thing in life, sleeping. =D I think it's one of the best thing in life, where you enjoy time alone, by yourself. In our dreams, the orderly law of reality and physics are not as binding and we can sometimes have the most absurd dreams. But this absurdity would end, upon waking up, for better or worse (say if you had a nightmare). It's also another way to pass time. I think it's wonderful, being able to wake up and not worry about the time =)

But just like that, I expended my weekends with manga and sleeping. At the rate I am spending my days, I will probably come to regret it in the future. I know that I should start mapping out my holidays, start looking for a job(yep, I changed my mind) etc... but, since thursday, I haven't found the motivation to start working. And now is probably one of the crucial time in my life. Not many see it but what we make of during our holidays are important. So important before we graduate and get caught in the rat race.



I think it is undeniable that motivation is really important. It can jump-start a project and give you courage to step out of your comfort zone. Perseverance is the second key to continuing the project at hand.

Everyone has an ideal self that they try to be and I am probably failing in that aspect. I haven't quite reached one particular characteristics of that ideal self but I am going to try.
Before I end this entry, I am going to leave 2 quotes here that I think is really meaningful to me =)

Opportunity is missed by most people because it is dressed in overalls and looks like work.
Thomas A. Edison


Wishes are for the weak, prayers are for the lost and hopes are for the misguided
From a friend on facebook =p

Come back soon with lots of stories kay? =) 2 more days before you are back from Malaysia ^^