I just made a surprising revelation, that there are people reading my blog! =D Hahax.. People who I didn't expect to know about this place comes and visit it. ^^ Please tag alright, my dear readers. Just say hi there so that I have more motivation to write more updates on my life... =)

The end is near...

Just 1 last paper to go, on Electrical Engineering and I will be done. Holidays are near.... I can almost smell it. So many things to do... =) First and foremost, I need my sleep. Lots of it. then after, let's see, my much awaited outing with Wenhui, SH and fadz, lunch/ dinner with Faith... =), Htht with Hui Li, Biz Club outing (I missed yesterday's one because I can't make it. =( , Nevermind, let's meet sometime soon kay? =D ), clique outing with Hui Li, QH, Jeremy and Jon! Hahahx... And Qh, I want my souvenior =p, Yesh and not forgetting, Iceman outing(I know that our next outing will be veryyy interesting... =p) + SRJC first 3 months outing (if I feel like organising =p) and.... Yan, Rachel, Jie Ying, Andrew, Jansen, Yuan Ing, Chubbs, Zhi Wei, Jason, Tan Li, Zai Yi, Mu Jung, Matthias, Jie Wei, and Jared( I hope I don't miss out any! And gosh, it's such a big group of people....AHahahhax) Let's shorten the list to the usual group of people kay? =D ...Let's go for a movie and dinner after our last paper! And of course, my holiday plans include going to the beach, cycling, and doing many random things together. =) Yay...\(^o^)/ Hahahx.. So many things to look forward too =) After I survive my eg1008 paper first. Mamum and dipti, give us a good present just before the holidays pleaseeeee..... Thanks. There, I said my thanks. So give it to us okay? =D

How nostalgic. While surfing facebook today, I just realised that my secondary school teacher, Mr Alvin Ang got married! Hahax. ^^ Congrats! =D You look so happy. =) May your marriage and happiness last.... =) Have fun buying funitures for your new house, planning for your honeymoon and doing many things together. =) (Though I doubt that Mr Ang will ever seeing this...) Hahax... I just realised how quickly 2 years flew past me, past the promos that I was worrying about 2 years ago, past the A levels I was worrying about last year and this year, the mid terms and soon to be over finals... And just ever other year, I have been giving myself excuses that since I had exams to worry about, I never went back to lyss and this year, jc. I should try to make time and go back next year ^^

What's more surprising is that today, I received a message from a senior encouraging me. Thanks ^^ Yupx, Engineering is definitely not an easy exam major. At least not for me. =X Jia you for your paper tomorrow too ^^ And tag when you read my blog hoh.

This few days have been an emotional rollar coaster. I'm sorry if my mood took a turn for a worse and I lashed out at you guys. =X It's just the stress affecting me, and more of lack of sleep. Pardon me for the many questions I bothered you guys with you. Hahax... And thanks yan, for being sooo patient with me for GEM. hahax Looks like I need to take lessons on emotional control, for all the sane and practical reasons. =X I really want to give up sometimes, but I just remembered my motivation for working hard, and more so, the many reasons I cannot fail. =X

Next semester will be much more packed, with 5 core modules, an additional core module from this semester. Apparently, my cousin told me that 5 modules is the norm. With an additional gem or breath elective. Yuck =( Someone once said, life's like an icy tower, you got to keep jumping so that you don't fall. Plus, you never know when you are gonna fall... And so, I'm gonna keep jumping. Like a spring, the harder you push me, the more potential energy I will have. =p And... I applied for PGP next semester. I hope I get it. Soooo exciting. Yan and rach, you guys must come over for HTHT okay, though it will be a little cramped. Same goes for Hui Li and faith.... AHahhaax... I smell my freedom =p


Before that, it's back to studies =p

One paper down... 4 more to go. I feel very lucky, very loved and pampered these few months. =) especially when my exam schedule and seat numbers are being checked for me before hand, when I get a massage everytime I experience backache, when there is the operation force "Qitong" to sleep and all the group study together plus the fun and laughter(especially hijacking other people's facebook account =p) ...Not forgetting  my mum's food when I get home =p And these keeps me going.

Even though the day started out horribly getting owned by the papers,it ended rather well. For me at least.

Physics was never my cup of tea. I walked out of the exam hall, knowing full well that this module will be placed on my S/U list, that is, if I pass... Otherwise, I would have to void this module and retake it next semester. This screws up my entire timetable. Seriously. And both options would use up my void / SUs. And I now know the consequences of screwing up mid term. This means my finals are probably gonna need more work. And if you screw your finals too, your CAP is screwed. It's a vicious cycle. especially since your cap is cumulative. Who said university is more lax than A levels? That's so not true. Not at all. Yuck. Quitting school seems like a good option then, and I can try to enroll again next year. Sigh.. The world is so bleak. I feel like a loser after pysics paper. Got owned by the rotational motion, osciallations and proving of entropy.

I've long grown weary of mugging so hard for a paper. What's the point of slogging away so hard for a piece of paper at the end, for that darn grade? There's more to life no? Someone commented that we go to school to learn new things, but I learnt that I'm quite dumb. =x and sometimes, I really feels like giving up.

Thank you for waiting with me for my bus and coming out just to spend some time with me and hearing me rant today =) Not that I ranted a lot =p I have more motivation to study now =)

Geraldine is brimming with happiness... Overflowing with it. everyday. =) for so many reasons....

And when Geraldine is happy, she shares the love too.. with lesser pms and more smiles =p She also becomes very sociable. hahax...

- I've been holding back tears lesser and lesser because the times I feel like crying has been decreasing exponentially. With peeps like Yi Yan, Rachel, Andrew, Jansen and Yuan Ing and gang, I feel so loved now. I'm not alone anymore. I have you guys =) I need to cut back on my social activities though...-