Dear Geraldine,

I really hate you right now. When are you gonna get back the confidence you had just a few months ago? I don't see the friendliness in you anymore. If this goes on, it wouldn't be surprising if PnP just gives you admin job over in the US. Because you haven't proven yourself at all.

Didn't you used to love networking with people? Prove it. You seem to hate networking now. Just coz of one black sheep backstabbing you and his indifference to the changes doesn't mean that everyone is like that. Don't lose trust in the rest.

You need to be thick skin to approach people. Where has that gone to?

Stop hiding in your shell hoping that someone will find you. Because no one will except for yourself.

Your Alter Ego,
Geraldine

You know, one of the times when you know you really need to get a wake up call? That's me now. I feel so much better now. I'm so gonna embrace change. =)) I want the old me back coz I used to be happier then!

Okay, I hate blogger now. It refuses to save my draft and only updates post that I published! =(

Blehx. I am so gonna switch over to wordpress.

I was a fool. I trusted you.

But sometimes the most unexpected event happens.

it makes me wonder what you say to your friends.

Was that what you always thought of me? Was that how it started putting holes in the bridge connecting me and you?

"Thanks though for acting like you cared and making me feel like I'm the only one." -My Happy Ending, Avril Lavigne

Ello peeps, I'm back from Germany =))

As for the updates, I will update probably some other time next week? =)

What have I been doing recently? Hmm..let's see, other than slacking at home and going out with friends, I've also been playing with RC (Remote Control) helicopters and cars. Toys which I didn't play when I was a kid. Nowadays, kids are real lucky. Just look at all the toys being sold at ToysRus and you will understand what I mean. =p Haha. Feels like I'm reliving my child like fantasies playing with helicopters. =D Childish? Yeah. But how's that for part of my work? =p *grins widely*

Not to mention that later, I will be starting my first day of "work" having drinks with my colleagues and a startup. =)) Cool ehh? =) I think so too. I'm pretty nervous though, that I would screw up unintentionally later and get kicked out of such a cool company. =( I am not really sure what to say later. =X I'm crossing my fingers that things will go well. =)

Other than that, I think I've been pretty lucky this year. ^^v Overall, my life seems like a long rollar coaster ride. =) Let's see, I got my first A this year in NUS (I know it's no big deal for the rest of you but it really is a big deal for me. Not to mention, it encouraged me alot! =) ). I also took a holiday in taiwan and somehow I managed to win a week trip to Germany, which I extended for a week to travel to Asutria. =) During the trip, I made lots of German friends, argued with my room mate and in the process became best friends. We took loads of photos and videos of the trip =)) Most of all, I understood myself better and forged stronger bonds with my team mates.

The highlight of my holidays? Managing to secure an internship in the US. =)

I guess that's the brief summary of my life so far. =) I hope to hear more updates from my friends before I fly off though. Feels as though I have been cut off from the world so far. Haha.

That's all folks! =D