Let me see...I have I & R not done yet... + have to study for chinese + OP slides!!!

Especially OP..Hmm..I still don't know how I find time to sleep. =D I also tried rubix cube today. Guess what? I forgot everything!!!

I'm stuck here.. =(



How how? i think I shall start on my I & R or I will never start on it... =p

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sometimes....we should communicate more, to ease the friction between us...

Alright, since I am in an absolutely hardworking mood today, I shall double post! A recap on the week's events.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007
I just went back mainly to school for CCA. I'm glad I went back because no one from my group printed the WR. This means that Mr Cia won't be looking through it. Sigh... Nothing much occur during the CCA. It was after that that was fun.

Bridging with EC, Hayden and Mabel(especially) was very amusing, particularly in this one game of bridge. You see, Bridging is sort of like a mind game and is quite complicated for beginners. Also, it is very dependent on your partner's card and bid if you want to win. In that particular game, EC and Mabel were partners. This leaves me and Hayden as partners. Since Mabel keep "eating" EC's card, EC lost on purpose. hahaz. And one person's loss made 3 person happy. Read Hayden's blog for more information.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

I turned into a vampire on this day. I slept at 4+ close to 5 and woke up at 8.30 to wake Bobo up to make sure that he is awake to edit the word count. And all this trouble is for that pathetic and useless WR that has no relevance in our work. It just helps in taking up the time of JC students which could be better spent. Compared to other groups, our WR has only 40 pages, which is like nearly half of others. Others Written Report was around 50 - 70 pages
but... what counts is quantity right? Praying hard.

Friday, October 19, 2007

the day for WR to be handed up has arrived. And I shall try my best not to complain, since it is of no importance. So I shall not mention much about it and end my post here. lolx...

-lethargic...

Ps. I ate alot today! That's a relief because I have been abstaining from food since the past weeks. I ate chocolates and Ice Cream. ^^ My sis thinks that its because of stress, I'm not too sure but oh well. And it's NOT because I think I'm fat okay! =) who cares about that. Food i more important to me. I live to eat, not eat to live =D

tsk tsk...so greedy, eat so much still not enough. Want to eat the chopsticks also right? =p

After much procrastination, I finally found the "motivation" and time to click the mouse and upload this picture. Since the rushing of the Written Report (WR), my motivation have gone down the hill. lolx. Btw, this picture is uploaded with permission of phoebe. and phoebe, you can grab your pic here =) haha...

hmm...and here are some pictures from the situational interview for OGL.






the shortest one is me =( sad...

It was a great surprise today. I just realised that Hayden could play the piano well... Grade 7 eh...not bad. hidden talent. hahaz..
I wish I could play the piano well too. =) Anyways, here are some pictures from the past few days.


4 pizzas to celebrate Phoebe's and genevieve's birthday.... =)



The relationship between them seems a little wrong here, if you get what I mean.

And may I present, Daniel and our mascot!



that's all for now. i have taken some pictures from the birthday party for phoebe and gen. If you guys want them, i may create a new account in photobucket only accessible to people from our class. there, we can upload all our pictures there...haha

Results, results, results. The world revolves around it. And I have currently screwed my promos big time. Well, there are improvements but it is not enough.

I managed to pass GP though, my first pass since the start of the school year. However, it is a very lousy pass. Maths was most disappointing. I expected to at least get a B, but the grade I got was far from it. I also failed Chemistry miserably. Perhaps I'm too complacent. I did study initially, especially after mid-years thanks to the teachers pressure on me. As the date was drawing closer to promos, I slacked. I thought I was fine, but it seems otherwise. If this was my best (most likely not), then it is not enough.

I can't keep consoling myself and content with the fact that I did improve, precisely because it is not enough. These papers... I can see myself tearing them into bits and pieces, embarrassed and disgusted with them. soredei mina san(so everyone)... It would be in both our best interest not to ask me about my results, because you will make more white hair grow. *look, they are growing out of my head now*

Enough about results now. I plan to sleep on these thoughts and hopefully wake up thinking that it is a dream, one that I can easily change the outcome. No, i think i shall not delude myself, because I will try harder in the tests next year.

I'm in a very cranky mood this few days, so I apologize if I offended anyone.

How far have I fallen?

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I'm losing sight of my dream - one that can only be fulfilled by myself. i will never be content until I grasp it. running on a never ending road...

Some funny quote that I came across in a blog. Thought I will share it with you. =D Hope this helps those who feel anxious about their results.

"when i was young, i was taught to pray hard to God and He will provide. So I prayed hard to get a toy car, but i never got it :(

now that I've grown up, in retrospect I should have just stolen a toy car and pray that God will forgive."

lolx. When I read that quote I was laughing my hearts out. lolx. Hope this helps. Even if "God" forsakes us, let's create our own path.

MJC Open House successfully started and ended today. For me, it was the most entertaining day, precisely because many great things happen. Before I start, let me bring you through the 3 most important and fabulous thing that happen today.

1. MJC Open house - It was like a funfair, and the enjoyment I had... =)
   
2. New phone, N73 series -finally after 1 year of waiting I think. =) =) =)
   
3. I finally got someone to "un-tao"(talk) to me =) =) the best thing ever, other than my phone!

Relative to precedent days, I really enjoyed myself today. I didn't even have time to really do the sudoku puzzle, though I completed 1 puzzle. And for the rubix cube, I finally managed to get the 4th layer. Yay! i forgot how to do the next two layer though. And this is all thanks to my teacher Hui Li(mainly) for her patience and Darren(for today).

After the briefing, everything was a mad rush thereafter. It was really fun, selling cookies to friends and stuff. Thanks to the support we received from our friends, we manged to sell all of our cookies by 1.40pm. Open house starts at 12pm so it is quite an accomplishment, though we started at approximately 8am. ^^ After some packing and getting free ticket from Jonathan, I went walking around. In case you are wondering, Jonathan was too bored to spend those tickets. He wasn't interested in open house and stuff so I got his ticket =) thanks jon. Btw, he really reminds me of Haruhi in Ouran High.

It was boring initially, until I got company from Faith, Audrey, Li Feng, Ester for star gazing and Clarence ( for a while only) and Brian for shooting. The above mentioned are from 07S207 other than Brian. =] Before I bore you guys with my excitement today, i shall move on to my new phone. I only realised that I had a new phone until I reached home. It was really a surprise, though my overly curious sisters have already opened the packaging, I'm still very happy. i also managed to get this computer working without hanging .

The best part is, I finally got "someone" to stop ignoring me and talk to me. Really, I was initially pissed for getting ignored, but then, when I heard the reason, i don't know if I want to laugh or cry. Firstly, it's humorous =p sorry for laughing, but as I thought about it, it seemed as an excuse. But we sorted everything out! =D And yes, everyone of my friends are irreplaceable, so don't get stupid ideas for thinking that you are replaceable okay? otherwise, I would really show you my "violent" (nah...I am really gentle...) self and throw things at you. =p

P.S. Lately, most of the people close to me have been ignoring me [My imagination?] and I feel really gloomily and lonesome. lolx. Sigh...but it's alright, I will get through this. Maybe, just perhaps, everyone is busy with open house.