Remember the module that I was bemoaning about 2 entries ago? I crashed my friend's module last wed. At 10am in the morning. Meaning that I had to wake up like 2 hours earlier. Thankfully, my parents fetched me to school. This week is a crazy week. I wake up real early every morning. As you have guessed, all the sleep debt got carried forward. I just slept 4 hours and it's not enough. =( Looks like I have to get used to this lifestyly.

Anyways, where was I again? Oh yes, SSB2212: the Singapore Legal System: Implications For Business module. Sounds interesting and super useful right? It was kind of boring, I don't see any implications to business yet. I guess that is because the lecturer was teaching about the legal system in singapore, how a law is enacted and when the parliment gets to vote for the law. It was terribly dry. But I guess it would be useful in the future. Nevertheless, I think I would only crash 2 lectures later. After she moves on to the next topic =p On hindsight, comparing both lecturers, my lecturer is much better. So much more interesting. You can see how much interest she has in the topic. But, history is interesting anyways. =D Heh. So would interesting or a useful module be better? Hmmm...

And and, for the past week, I rarely did anything. Couldn't concentrate. =( And this resulted in a HUGE pile of work this week. I am starting to fall back in studies. And it's only the 3rd WEEK!!! =( CSlab next week[means lots of practice], 6+3 SS Readings to do. Have to do at least the last 2 readings for this week. =( Wasn't really paying attention in lect. Oh yes, mastering physics, MLE lect 3, Maths Tut 2... Rawr!

No life.
School work is heavy and it's people you are with that makes life better. BUT, I am drifting apart with really close friends. I finally got that off my chest. =( Why aren't you telling me things/random stuff like last time? =( Aiming for hall next sem. I think I will die horribly. But I wanna enjoy uni life before I graduate and work like a dog. Other than that, I gotta pull up my cap this sem. So, where's my life?

Like Sy En said, re-define life. How true.

As promised, pictures from Zhi Wei's celebrations. =)

Tomorrow will be a better day. So true. =)

Slept off last night worries. On hindsight, it is not that bad afterall =) Well, other than my exceedingly fatigue that I am experiencing right now[I need lots of hours of sleep. =p], I need to do work. But I am feeling real sleepy... Hmm...

Happy belated birthday, Zhi Wei!
Hope you love the eclairs. =p And Zhi Wei scrapbook was great. I love Jenny/Kayden and Rachel's design. Especially our design for Jason. =p Super sexy long legs huh? =p I should post the pic on my blog =p

Aren't I always like that? Saying whatever that cross my mind without actually digesting the implications of what I say.
Life is full of surprises. One moment, you can feel insanely happy so much so that you want to record and keep the memories for life. The next moment, you find yourself deliberating and backspacing/censoring whatever went through your mind. Same goes for unhappy moments. Moments where just ranting is not enough. You have to blog about it. To vent frustrations.

 Nowadays, I find that the only person I can turn to is Jansen and Hui Li to rant to. To whine, complain and rant. Why? =(

-Forced Smile-

4 issues happened over the past few days. Too coincidence huh? Too many issues to deal with at once. So is any of it my fault? 1 resolved. =) Thankfully and luckily for all the patience and faith that things will work out the other party had.  =) As for the other 3... Man, I have no idea what to do. Would pretending that nothing is wrong solve the problem? Maybe the problem is only looping itself in my head.

And this tires me. Stop and concentrate. Laugh it off. As usual.

My sister may have fractured her ankle during basketball. =( I hope it is not that bad. 2 person[hers and another person] weight on her twisted ankle. Ouch.

Thanks for listening to me, Jansen and Hui Li. =) And thanks for the present Hui Li. I loveee <3 your card =D Hahax, especially the poem you wrote for me =p

... when you see your friends getting the modules you wanted, that's when you start regretting taking your current module.

=( why why why? Why do I always make the wrong decisions? GEM2900 last sem. Stats. So not my cup of tea. And SS - Merger this Sem. A totally useless module, to me at least. I don't like my SSA2204. Btw, it's nation building, about merger with Malaysia.

Easy module? That depends on your interest if you are given the choice you know? The large number of readings seems taxing to me now. I don't see the point of taking SSA2204 other than to fulfil my ULR (University Level Requirements).

I wished I had taken the SS-Business module, with implications to starting a business instead. Since I have the interest, I think I would love reading the readings... Or at least Accounting module. ACC1201X.

What happened to coming to university to learn new things? Seems like I'm paying school fees to bid for useless modules to pull up my cap. Just to pass. To get at least a second class honours.

=( If Geraldine is crazy enough, she might drop this module and overload the modules next semester instead.

Strange. Haven't been in the best of mood these days... Not at all. =( Perhaps just the usual moodswings?

Withdrawal symptoms, perhaps the worst of all. =X

I guess I need some time to myself

2010... A year where my peers and I will turn 20 this year. [Gosh, I've grown older.]

Another year older.
Another sememester, with lesser time to fulfil my goal.
Time is running out.

And yet, I can only do things best when I focus on one thing at a time. For now, it would be studies. Just one step at a time.

On a brighter note,
2010 will be a year where
New friends are made.
Peserverance will be tested.
More activities coming up =)

School's starting and sports camp is over. =) Made new friends! =) And I finally remembered how to remember your name, Jiang Tao =p I have lessons every single day too. man, imagine the long trip there and back =x but still... I will be able to study better in school. I shall work towards my second class hours at least. Rawr.

The questions and email during the htht at En Chou's house is finally sent to me.
Who will change most in the future?
I got the highest vote! Well, I'm certain that everyone will change too, it's the extent of it that matters. Be it for better or worse. Hahax.

Personally, I think I have changed for the better since secondary school. Much better. My thinking have matured much more and my personality have taken a 180 degrees change too. Some things never change. Like how I still look up to my senior with respect, appreciates him for being there advising  me how to run IT club... and how, till now, I'm still concern or perhaps self conscious on how my senior sees me. As both a person and as a friend. And I'm sure his assessment wouldn't be good but TELL me okay? Coz you made me curious! >=( Rawr!

I still have lots to learn, like my EQ and on reading people. I really suck at it. Hahax. My sixth sense is usually on a holiday =p But I will get there =D

And school starts tomorrow =D

Oppx, I broke my promise again. =( Sorry, I should have left earlier, but... Biz Club were playing a very interesting game, called the Zzzm (Zimin game). I think I should not promise easily anymore. =x Sorry!

My latest day ever spent in someone's house. Left at 3.30-3.40 am from en chou's house. Thank you Mabel and Sy En for sending me back =)

Zzzm game
A slip of paper with everyone's name is written. One person will post the question and we have to vote (by ticking) the person whom we think answers the question.

A very interesting (htht) for people who have known each other for a long time. =D Hahax. I will probably steal the idea and play it with Hui Li & peeps, and yan and drew gang. =p Although some of the answers to the questions are predictable, but I guess it would be more interesting to see my predictions being confirmed/wrong. =p

A few interesting questions were asked, before I left.
1. Who do you think will have sex before marriage?
2. Who do you think will have a high income 10 years down the road?
3. Who do you think is a complex person?
4. Who's your worse friend?
5. Who's your best friend?

And I thought the last question was the best, at least for me. Because hey, even though it's only 1 vote, I'm a good friend to someone =D Thanks! I'm sooo glad for that =) hoho... Hopefully, we will be even better friends in time to come. But, I think I made enemies for question 4. T.T But I was speaking the truth.=X I hope that no offence is taken.

Nevertheless, an interesting game overall. =)

Send me the questions and votes okays? Pretty please... =D

While bathing, I thought of more questions, like who do you think you can talk to/relate to the most? Who do you think knows you the best? Who do you think you understand the best? Who do you think is the kindest/best looking (physical/inner) person? So many questions popped into my head while I was bathing. I wonder why? =p

As for counting down to a new decade (more like a gathering because we didn't really countdown, but I had fun nevertheless. I hope you guys did too =p Althought I a bit Zi high. Next time Zi High with me too kay? It'll be more fun. ^^) , I spent it at yan's house! =)

Thank yoooous for all your effort in baking the muffin, making the Z monster card for me. I wonder how I missed the incredibly big Z monster when I stepped into the house. Lolx. And special thanks to Yi Yan for hosting and driving us to her house and back from the MRT station. I must say, and I'm sure a few others will agree, that you are a very safe driver. =) hoho. But nevermind, Takopachow, let's jia you in our driving okays? Throw away our "reckless" driver title =p

Z monster - A very very big card! It's even bigger than me! It survived taking the train with me, with little kids playing with it. I'm like a walking advertisement on the way back =p I wonder if it will make it onto storm. Now that it has made its way back to my house, I will keep it. =) Love it =) It's awesomely big and unique. =D The 2 days you guys spent making the Z monster was worth all the while. That I assure you. Hahax..

I guess I will upload the pictures sometime later. For now, I shall go curl up in my bed, dreaming of the new year and reminisce about all the beautiful memories made this year. =)