i dislike exams and midterm.

because when exams come, studies will become my boyfriend's new mistress and he has no time for me at all because all his time is spent on his mistress. disappears into his own world for nearly the entire day. =(

And I become boyfriendless for the exam week.

It's not like I am so free either. Horrible month in Oct. Lots of labs and midterms.

*pouts* =S

Guess I will just have to wait for the holidays =D

Btw, Sy En, you should have stressed me earlier! Hahah. I didn't realised that there is so much to learn for ee2006 project =(

Bored~

I know, mid terms are coming up. And I have hours of webcast to do and tutorials to start on since the 2nd week. I know. But... everytime the workload piles up, I feel a sense of escapism. I wanna sleep, read manhwa, anything but webcasting.

I have been webcasting since yesterday till my ears hurt from plugging in headphones.Dont wanna webcast anymore. But I still have around 3 webcast for ee2005, 5 more for ee2011 and catching up from lecture day 1 for ee2004.

So you might ask me, what have I been doing until now? Probably bumming around, getting tired -> sleeping in lecture -> more to catch up -> lack of sleep -> skipping lectures. Yes! I have reached the skipping lectures part. =((

Regardless, that is not my main point of this entry. I am bored and kinda lonely. little kang is busy chionging his tutorial and studies. My sisters are studying. Didn't want to disturb them. Don't know who to talk to on msn. Feels as though I am the loneliest person on earth. =(

And so I entertained myself with manhwa this afternoon. that threw me into a mourning mood for my favourite character, shin bi-oh. =(( I didn't like how the story turned out. It seemed as though the author wanted to punish the main character, Hye-Min for her selfishness. And the author played god by killing off shin bi =((( It was a crappy way of dying though. Mann... I so wanted him to live. If he had lived, So-ryu would probably pulled him out of the darkness and ended up with Shin bi.

One of my favourite romance story so far. The author loved bringing fairytale into the story. ANd shhe is so determined not to have a happy ending and killed off Shin-bi! =( As for the characters, they were all sly, in their own way. As Lavinia said, they were all waiting for their plans to come to fruition. A dark story in essence. Another manhwa that had a huge impact on me. The storyline kind of followed Hot Blooded Women, where things took a surprising turn. Seems like in korean manhwa, the female characters are always treated like possession, like dolls. And the males are usually possessive, very in fact. At least that is the case in Cynnical Orange and Hot blooded Women. Somehow, the male characters from Manhwa attracts me more than males from manga... Hmm... But of course, that is not my taste in reality. =pp Just got me thinking about lots of things.

Anyways, that is how I spent the weekend. Hopefully, it will be more productive and fun tomorrow =D

it's
just the timetable...
just the resulting fatigue...
just the oustanding work not done...
just the many concepts not understood coz I slept through lectures...
just the horrible mood swings today...

just me..

buried.

If my energy level is like that of a battery, then my recharging rate is that of a slow charger.

and tomorrow's gonna be a long day... =(

Realised everyone's tired. Dear, Jay, Fendy, Shao Ming.... Looks like things are picking up speed.

PS. Sorry dear, I kind of vented my frustrations on you today. =X Forgive me? =)

It's been sometime sine I last posted an entry ehh? =p

A little updates about me. I have been lagging behind work lately =(( All thanks to my 8.30am, 10am, 8am, 8am, 9am lectures every morning! This means school everyday. And only 2 of the lectures got webcast.  =( In case you don't know, if the lectures are held early, I have to wake up early at 6am. It's been really tiring. =(

Maybe it's coz of my fatigue, I have been falling asleep in lectures recently. Didn't want to drink coffee coz I will hyperventilate, though it works wonders on me. So this means double work. This explains why I have been rather busy?

That aside, I enjoy coming to school alot now =DDDD Maybe that's why I don't like webcasting? Hahaha... Hanging out with Jay, Shao Ming, Fendy, Sailesh is really fun. All the jokes and laugher... Occassionally, Xing Quan and Jin Yuan join us too.. Hahahhax =D

Hmm.. As for today, I celebrated Mummy's birthday at Orchard Hotel. Don't like the spread of food. =X The only redeeming food was durian Pengat and chocolate moouse (My fav!) =DD There was crab but There wasn't much meat. I definetely wouldn't recommend people going there. Dessert was alright. Mariot is still much better. The prawns didn't seem drunken for drunken prawns. Overall, it has been a memorable day nevertheless. All the camwhoring even though most of the photos got deleted coz lavi thinks that she doesn't look fantastic in it. =p

And, I have been really fascinated with the world of coding. Maybe it's because of all the drive of people that inspired my deep fasination to create something? =) But I don't think I have the time.

I really wanna join a cca. As always, the question to ask is, do I have the time? What are my priorities right now?