17 April


Been on a rollar coaster ride recently. I can't concentrate. My mind been revolving around the worst case senario. Seriously speaking, I highly doubt any companies would be willing to hire me. I am just not good enough.

After asking around from the people who got through the interview for their resume, I finally understand why they got the job. Why they got in. Their resume are impressive. Not the format but the experience they have. They totally beat me hands down. Way out of my league.

I have no idea how I got in the first place. I am starting to think that it is pure fluke that I got in. Like seriously. If I saw their resumes from the start, I wouldn't have wanted a technical job anymore. Because I know, for sure I wouldn't get it.

For now, I pray.

*This post was only posted now because blogger was down during the period I really needed to write. GAHHH... Maybe I should really switch to wordpress soon. It seems that blogger hates mozilla and only works on google chrome. =( *