Sleep deprived. =(

This is one of the few moments I feel like giving up. Somehow, I feel a sense of impending doom. Like for my circuit it is never gonna work, like for the interviews I haven't gotten when a few of my friends received emails for interviews, like for eg1413 where I think murphy law will strike during oral defense.

I feel like giving up, even though I have gotten so far. Sighh...I need a spark of optimism, from somone, anyone.

That said, I am weeks behind schedule.

I'm afraid, I might screw up this semester real badly...