I'm glad I am home. The familar voices of my parents and my siblings, the warm dinner that I knew mummy was going to make last night, the warmth of my bed and most of all, peace with myself.

At every new chapter of life, at some point or the other, I would always experience this uneasy feeling, discomfort at what is happening around me. It still surprises me even till now, how friends could suddenly become strangers. I wonder if it is just growing up or it is a normal part of my life.

What I learnt this time at the end of it is that we always assume many things. Just like what prof John stresses through hard experiences on the students through failure during SED. We always assume, and what we don't get, we are disappointed.

I am disappointed right now, though I saw this coming a little late.

What helps was the familar faces of frehies whom I have somehow gotten closer to since I have introduced dear to them. With him by myside, I feel more comfortable with my surroundings. =) I wonder if I could squeeze some time out during Oweek, to join their group. Though I highly doubt so. =X

There are things I want to express but I know it won't change a single thing. It won't help that I will probably be more withdrawn in the next few days.

In a few more days, I won't have the time to think of such demoralising thoughts. First thing first, I have to get my modules settled first.