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Thursday, June 10, 2010
Frozen in time...
The general feeling where currently, everything freezes and you know, that when the sands of time starts flowing again, it won't stop until later. And you have a backlog of to-do list to start with and yet, it's going to be July and then, school will be starting soon. Dislikes the jittery and edgy feeling on the journey back home when I found out I lost my phone. Dislikes it when I am exhausted and I can't sleep. Dislikes it when the effects of insomia piles up for days and yet, I still can't sleep. Dislikes it when my sore throat still hurts when I swallow [Less painful now though] Dislikes it when I can't find the energy [thanks to my insomia] to do what I need to do. Dislikes it when there are so many uncertainites in my job, like how the pay is going to be paid, whether there will be CPF, how the hours are clocked and how, most of all... I am reluctant to open my mouth to ask. Yeah, it's complicated. Very complicated. Dislikes it when no one seem to understand. Dislikes it when everything just seems to spoil my day. Dislikes it when I am feeling grumpy and nothing I do make my mood better. Most of all, this was meant to be a happy entry. That would have to wait till next time then.
11:52 PM
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