Yay! I finally reached home, sweating like a pig (sounds familar? =p), but early =)

I think it will be more effective if I read up alone at home....so I can nap whenever I feel like it. ^^ Ahahahx...I really do want to go out, with Sy En, with Cherish, Phoebe, Hui Li and peeps, with you =), with yan and chong alone, with the EE gang, with Fadz and Wenhui, with Clarence... with with...everyone.... 

It's the holidays since last fridays, but I don't feel like it's the holidays. Since Monday, I have been waking up at 6am just to go to school with my sisters. I'm not complaining, but I feel inefficient, and especially ignorant. There's a familar sense of frustration and helplessness associated with this ignorance, threatening to explode within me. But well, it is still controllable.

As for my previous entry earlier this afternoon, well, let's just say that I expected it. More like, why didn't I just sit down and analyse, by myself? I guess, perhaps, I wanted to escape from whatever I am currently involved in, and really, give myself some time just to hang out, with friends...

Today, I lugged home more than 6kgs worth of notes, for modules taken in year 2. 6kg(yep, I went to weigh it) in a plastic bag on 1 hand, and a few more files stuff away in my Purple Bag. I suspect my purple bag will become as flakey and crumpled as my white bag soon. =p Rawr! It's soooo scary, the amount of things we WILL have to study in year 2, but I am not gonna touch the notes yet. That's for next semester to worry about. Eeeeyeew, the notes are kind of disgusting now that I think about it, and I expect myself to struggle even more to stay afloat next semester.

It was mere coincidence as to how I got the notes, but the senior who gave me that notes was really cool. An American Chinese. Hahahx...I think his command of english might even be better than me. =) Found out more about the course (Electrical Engineering) I subscibed myself in when I entered NUS.

Oh well, I haven't even planned out my holidays yet, but after 12th May(And perhaps some days of "overtime"), let's go out shall we? =)