One paper down... 4 more to go. I feel very lucky, very loved and pampered these few months. =) especially when my exam schedule and seat numbers are being checked for me before hand, when I get a massage everytime I experience backache, when there is the operation force "Qitong" to sleep and all the group study together plus the fun and laughter(especially hijacking other people's facebook account =p) ...Not forgetting  my mum's food when I get home =p And these keeps me going.

Even though the day started out horribly getting owned by the papers,it ended rather well. For me at least.

Physics was never my cup of tea. I walked out of the exam hall, knowing full well that this module will be placed on my S/U list, that is, if I pass... Otherwise, I would have to void this module and retake it next semester. This screws up my entire timetable. Seriously. And both options would use up my void / SUs. And I now know the consequences of screwing up mid term. This means my finals are probably gonna need more work. And if you screw your finals too, your CAP is screwed. It's a vicious cycle. especially since your cap is cumulative. Who said university is more lax than A levels? That's so not true. Not at all. Yuck. Quitting school seems like a good option then, and I can try to enroll again next year. Sigh.. The world is so bleak. I feel like a loser after pysics paper. Got owned by the rotational motion, osciallations and proving of entropy.

I've long grown weary of mugging so hard for a paper. What's the point of slogging away so hard for a piece of paper at the end, for that darn grade? There's more to life no? Someone commented that we go to school to learn new things, but I learnt that I'm quite dumb. =x and sometimes, I really feels like giving up.

Thank you for waiting with me for my bus and coming out just to spend some time with me and hearing me rant today =) Not that I ranted a lot =p I have more motivation to study now =)