Tuesday, October 13, 2009

University has made me a frequent visitor to a networking site I used to loathe. That I thought were frequented by teens with too much free time on their hand. NOT. More like the procrastination bug attacking them. And now, I realised the fun in facebooking. Basically, it's place to scream out your daily life for the world to see, like what I'm doing now. A net collection of funny and amazing great youtube videos. And basically, games (not that I play and want to start getting hooked onto).

All this time eaters swallow our time up as the kapo-side (tell me a better word!) of us access facebook to see our friend's update on their life. Then again, I guess you could tell how much of a "life" I'm having right now. A really boring and monotonous life, studying. Ironically, I enjoy the company of friends while studying and I fear that I may be too reliant on friends sometimes. At the end of the day, the exam is ours to take alone. With about only a month left, I fear I may never find enough time to study. I should seriously do some focused mugging. I've tried, from trying to stay up late to studying in school. All of which turned out to be futile attempt at Trying to study. Sigh...

Work is insane. I am going out of my sanity region.... Let's start debugging the error that's wrong.

Yesterday, out of a whim, Tan Li, Jansen and I decided to walk to Clementi Mrt from NUS. Surprisingly, it wasn't that far away. Hahax.. Maybe because we were talking and laughing(mainly laughing at me =x) while walking. Hahax.. It was really random, but randomness is good from time to time. =) Since I was feeling a little rich, having collected $200 overall from what friends owed me from BBQ and presents, I knew that once I bank in the money, it will be locked into the vault while I can help it. =p Out of my caprice again, Jansen and I went for a random shopping at city link to get that bag I had been eyeing on in Charles & Keith. So that's 2 random events that have broke the monotony of my life so far. =) And coming up would be planning the engin camp and Oweek for the upcoming camp. New friends and new activities to do. =) A bonus would be being in the events sub-committe in Political Association. I need a life!

So, those were the 2 things that broke the monotony of my life. I gathered that the recent overthinking on my part are due to lacking of a social life to the point that it became depressing for me. =( It's too tiring to keep guessing what others would think. Still, I've been wondering whether it's okay... drifting about struglling trying to graduate. Then again, I remembered the reason for choosing engineering, namely electrical engineering. This gave me a bout of energy and motivation to study. Yes, study or rather, learn. I have to remind myself time and time again that these 3/4 golden years of my life hould not be wasted away. And recently, I have my mind on too many things that should be shelved for the time being. =x I need to start working towards my goal. Jia You Geraldine. I know I wouldn't want to regret having my studies affected because I had my mind all over the place. Studies first! =D Networking later...

Speaking of which, my vocabulary and proficiency in English is dropping. That's bad! *panics and runs to hit the publish button*
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