Friday, October 2, 2009

My feets are sore, after running in heels in a bid to reach the examination hall on time... I predict blisters growing soon.

These few days have been a roller coaster ride. I can't seem to find a logical reason to explain the convultions of moody feelings I've been feeling. Stress? Pms? Or perhaps it's the warning bells of my six sense ringing as the clock is ticking. I'm afraid, the same thing in JC may happen again. Hmm.. Or I'm just being paranoid?I can't help being paranoid. After all, it's the sixth sense of humans that enabled us to survive till this generation. Although my sixth sense is usually on a holiday.

I guess I need some time alone to sort this confusing emotions out. Sometimes I wish I would allow myself to drop all acts of pretense that everything is alright when I'm alone. To stop telling myself that Yin would be strong, that it's a matter of handling situations, and that tears wouldn't help. Yupx, tears wouldn't make things right. But it would certainly help you to feel better... Anyways, I hope I could put a finger to the reason behind the emotions that I'm feeling right now. I'm certain it's a multitude of reasons. Shucks. Am I back to the Geraldine from secondary school days again? Feels like puberty again. lol.
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