I have been really distracted lately, by everthing that's going on around me. I realised, that university life was not as fun as I thought it would be. Blame all those american dramas shows, with all the parties and socialising. Sure, there's socialising, but not as much as the tv shows make it out to be. At the end of the day, results DO matter. That's the plain cold reality of life. Even so, part of me wants to stop this mugging cycle and chionging of tutorials and really stay on track. Assuming that I do keep up, which won't be anytime soon, I would start participating actively in CCAs.

Then again, going to NOC would mean juggling and multi-tasking right? So I should start soon, instead of procrastinating. CAP do matter after all, especially for an honours. I really do have to start planning out my modules and my life, in order to go to NOC in year 3.

Seeing all the intelligient people in my school really motivates me to work harder, so that one day, I would be as smart as them. But it looks like this wish is not coming anytime soon is it? Focus Geraldine. Start getting serious!