Today, I totally screwed my maths mid term test. Calculated my results. How pathetic. 1 careless mistake(forgot to add + C after integrating) and the other, a lack of confidence in my answer when it was correct. I could have gotten higher. (Could have... )I didn't have enough time to finish the questions too. I was just so exhausted the entire day. Even after many small "power" naps in between, my exhausion didn't wear off. I was stoning at the paper I didn't even have the energy to think. ok, maybe it's just an effort to comfort myself. It sounds just like excuses to my ear. In the end, what matters is the end result. So all my effort in preparing for maths went down the drain. And that, should be a lesson for me to learn how to really use my calculator.

How many times have I rolled in regret and screamed in frsutration for my inability to think on the spot, be it during exam or unpected questions? The things not done and the things said... My phone battery died on me today. Realised that I took the wrong charger out. And I forgot to log off from the computer after printing in the morning in my hurry today. Murphy's law eh?

Gotta persevere till the end. The way university cap are caculated really stress me out. Consistency eh? Something I'm really bad at. Argh, doesn't matter. I still have the 80% and my other modules to help me. At least it was an mcq.

*Groans inwardly when she thinks of tomorrow.* It's gonna be a long day... Still have much to revise. =(

Other than that, I'm a "guy" right? So I should be fine. heh... guys are supposed to be strong afterall. Supposed to be. That's just generalisation. We are humans afterall. Shall work towards my ideal person, Yin. Strong and charming. After a good sleep, I should be fine =) dakara oyasumi (and so, Good night!)