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Tuesday, October 9, 2007
Results, results, results. The world revolves around it. And I have currently screwed my promos big time. Well, there are improvements but it is not enough. I managed to pass GP though, my first pass since the start of the school year. However, it is a very lousy pass. Maths was most disappointing. I expected to at least get a B, but the grade I got was far from it. I also failed Chemistry miserably. Perhaps I'm too complacent. I did study initially, especially after mid-years thanks to the teachers pressure on me. As the date was drawing closer to promos, I slacked. I thought I was fine, but it seems otherwise. If this was my best (most likely not), then it is not enough. I can't keep consoling myself and content with the fact that I did improve, precisely because it is not enough. These papers... I can see myself tearing them into bits and pieces, embarrassed and disgusted with them. soredei mina san(so everyone)... It would be in both our best interest not to ask me about my results, because you will make more white hair grow. *look, they are growing out of my head now* Enough about results now. I plan to sleep on these thoughts and hopefully wake up thinking that it is a dream, one that I can easily change the outcome. No, i think i shall not delude myself, because I will try harder in the tests next year. I'm in a very cranky mood this few days, so I apologize if I offended anyone. How far have I fallen? -- I'm losing sight of my dream - one that can only be fulfilled by myself. i will never be content until I grasp it. running on a never ending road...
10:17 PM
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