Sunday, September 30, 2007 Despondancy...

Before anything else, Happy Birthday Ernest!

I waited and waited...I just kept waiting for the main plot of D.Gray man to come out but it didn't. One whole day of it, from episode 27 to 50. Man...I feel like I have wasted my time.

Promos are over, but it's time to start on Project Work - Written Report and Insight & Reflections. Sigh... Soon, Oral Presentation (OP) will follow and things will get hectic again. Before that, our promos result and the cards will be shown. Will I be promoted or retained or kicked out? Even if I'm promoted, I may be forced to drop 4 H2. I'm afraid to grasp the future ahead of me. Somehow I can't see anything in front of me. And the road behind me has been cut off. With nowhere to run, I... --Ahh There I go again. I shall stop this worrying habit of mine and get on with stuffs that need to do. --

Lyrics and Pictures from D.Gray man:



















Kuyashiku kara te
hito wa daremo mina
sono ashi de susumu shikanai da yo
samayote nayande sonna jibun no
te suru mirai wa konna katachi darou

(Even if I'm frustrated
It must be the same for everyone.
I have no choice but to advance on my own
Even if I'm puzzled and troubled,
It's how we make progress)

Kowashite shimae jama suru fuan o
kudaite shimae nigiri shimeta te de
Sono itami kizande sokka tobikome
Owarinaki yume no tsudzuki e

(I will break down this anxiety that hinders me
I will smash it with my tightly clenched fist
I will carve this pain and jump over it
until I can grasp this endless dream)
7:35 PM