Think twice before you eat.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007 Trade Show at Suntec

Happiness:

manged to get Samuel to talk =) I hope to be good friends with him.
We went to the trade show at Suntec after school today. There was this talk that was really valid and worth my time, but I almost fell asleep half way due to lack of sleep. Oh well... I managed to keep my eyes open though.

Realized my different style of writing this entry this time? I wanted to try Jia Bin's style. hahax. I love her dairies, for they seem to transcend the abyss of my heart and pulled the strings of emotions in me. "Yes", I thought. "this is how entries in a dairy should be". =) but somehow or the other, I can't help but lament on some things.

I'm losing sight of my vision. It seems that no matter how much effort I am going to put in, it will be redundant. I'm still not there yet. Its like, I just realised that I have been living in a delusion and reality suddenly slapped me. I need to watch ending of hikaru no go.

Yesterday, I saw a "used to be - very good friend of mine" nick. It made me realise how the distance between us widened. Since when did it start? After your appointment of being a president perhaps? I tried chasing after the kite whose string that snapped halfway. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough, or maybe, you have been carried far away to a place I cannot reach anymore by the wind. I wonder if you are reading this, but I guess not.

hanashi koto wa ipai ga. Then again, perhaps not. We are never going to spend late nights talking; neither are we going to whine about our day nor are we going to meet below or go home together after school. Not anymore I guess. All that is left between us are awkward smiles and superficial conversations. i have to learn to be contented with that. I also have to learn to be contented with my current GP writing skills.

-emotional-
-strings of the kite snapped and the kite flew away...-

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